Our life's script

Sometimes I wonder why I was born and a lot of things come across my mind. I wonder if could get up to heaven, get my future as a script from God and just act it all through my life. But life ain't like that at all! It's like acting without a script. Although we have a director (which is God), he only tells us what to do episode by episode. Why can't he give us the whole script? I think if we're given the whole script of life, we would like to skip some episodes just like Jesus wished to skip his crucification. But that was not the will of His father; we unlike Jesus do not have our life's script, so why do we bother helping ourselves instead of submitting to God?

Frankly speaking, I've deviated a lot of times from my life's script, but when I turn to God, he draws me back to direct me. What do we do when we disobey God's direction? We get a new director which is the devil! People say "I'm in charge of my life, no one tells me what to do!" But do we really control the activities of our lives? God's word is all we need to live in accordance to his will. God bless you!